Paranoid and irrational, Enya picked those words very carefully.

This past week was my second first week of college classes. I really messed up my first time through college (if I could erase most of my freshman year and part of my sophomore year I would without hesitation, though I really enjoyed the major I ended up in) and am trying really hard not to fall into old habits. If I ever seem to fall of the face of the earth or updates start popping up a few hours late it’s because I’m trying desperately to not screw myself over academically for the second time. The updates being a few hours late is because all pages are queued originally for midnight and not 10 pm cst. Changing the update time is the ritual I have to remind myself to write something in the comment section.